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[25 Sep 2005|08:12pm] |
temptation comes as easy as a broken heart
but we'll make sure it won't tear us apart.
we both have tricks we'll never forget but
this is our chance to prove that we're in it
for more than just regrets
your music defines you to the point where you need it. You don't own an article of clothing without a band logo on it and your room is plastered with posters of your favorite bands because you need all of that fed into you.
- heavy metal and you
"You can always tell what kind of a person a man really thinks you are by the earrings he give you... I must say, the mind reels!" --Holly.
"It's a mistake you always made, Doc -- trying to love a wild thing... You mustn't give your heart to a wild thing" --Holly
"Listen...you know those days when you get the mean reds?" --Holly.
"The mean reds? You mean like the blues?" --Fred
"No... the blues are because you're getting fat or because it's been raining too long. You're just sad, that's all. The mean reds are horrible. Suddenly you're afraid and you don't know what you're afraid of. Do you ever get that feeling?" --Holly.
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| forget the nights i said "Baby come back" |
[16 Jul 2005|10:53pm] |
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music |
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mcr - drowning lessons |
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take a left at the pier
we'll have a drink on the beach
bring an open mind
our loves got alot to teach
wrap your hands around mine we'll watch the sun rise
love isnt blind.. just open your eyes x3
`+*
pick a piece of my heart and let it shatter
it's happened so many times.. it doesn't really matter
`+*
help ladies and gents this boy's fallen to pieces distracted by love.. confused by coy kisses
`+*
so wrong it just feels right
caught in the gray between the black and white
isn't it a crime
wanting what's not mine?
you're still with her
and it's my heart that's on the line
`+*
break the pieces of my heart while you can.
this chick's off the market, she found her man
`+*
break all the ties
held onto a broken love
tear away from the world
like you've just had enough
forget all the times and leave them alone
run away from life and NEVER C0ME H0ME
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[16 Jul 2005|06:51pm] |
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music |
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fob x3 |
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the guards are down
the shades are shut
ill let you love me if you must
cuz i never had anyone love me like you do
and i never had someone to touch me like you do
- now the dawn is breaking
through the heaven sent skies
so tell me baby why i repeadidy get lost.. in your eyes x3
`+*
so as my heart is breaking wrap your arms tight around her
cuz these tear stained eyes are shutting nd there never looking back
i dont never wanna see you again no matter how hard it is
and i never wanna think about your face
so just leave this place
take all of your clothes outta my room and give a last goodbye
as you slam my door... i start to breakdown and cry
`+*
and we both know everything can change in just one moment
and with nights like these
i just wished they could last.
i know we've had our hearts both broken
but tears are just a thing of the past
dont let me go off with anyone else -
my hearts not safe without you..
dont you go off with anyone else
i know you can't live without me too
`+*
her reflection shows
broken hopes false dreams
and everyhthing in between
but it's missing a boy
and as her makeup runs
she see's the real thing
the lost girl inside
with no clothes or makeup to hide behind
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| i'm just a notch on your bedpost ... |
[01 Apr 2005|06:57am] |
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so take three s|t|a|b|s to your
h e a r t ;; you could hate me
[ but it's who I've come to be ]
kiss the crimson rolling down my arm -
you lied when you said love does no harm
this lovely art created with razors on my
wrist makes marks on a b|r|o|k|e|n heart
with my own narsisstic t w i s t ~* </
I love how you try to play dumb ;; It*s
too easy to figure you out. You act like
you got shit on me. Well you would, if
it weren't so easy --» figuring you out
the cold air kisses our cheeks&
you whisper "I love your eyes"
right before the camera cliCks; I
smile » knowing you appreciate
me -- if for just that second; You
laugh saying "Oh, I don`t get a
compliment too?" but if only you
knew.. -if only you knew-
I love everything about you.
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[02 Feb 2005|08:36pm] |
you hated when i'd lie to you
so i'll kindly give the truth
i hate you for what you've done to me
and myself for loving you
and letting you in to all my darkest fears
will you just give it a rest
ripping me at the seams
while i'm hiding like i know best
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| silent ramblelings |
[26 Dec 2004|12:40pm] |
feeling infinite as we drive
alone in the car at night
skys black as we talk about the good times
i wish this wasnt my last ride with you
ill hold my head high as we go on with the day
standing in the corner wishing you wouldn't go awayy
i have to say i hate the way you always
make me feel invisible
until you need something special.
waiting up for a call that i know will never come
watch the clock tick 12 and the day is done
i cry myself to sleep// what ever happened to us?
i can't do anything but think..
i could of given you so much.. so much of me..
the snowflakes and your eyelashes are the perfect contrast of black and white
so close your eyes and kiss me through the night
we'll get up and watch the moon desend
seems like we've just begun.. but the nights come to an end.
im breaking at the seams
begging you to put me back together
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[13 Nov 2004|03:53pm] |
she waits at her bus stop
holding her books close
false hopes fill her journal
but no one'd care to look
she goes all day
not saying a word
wishing to talk
and being heard
then she comes home and loafs around
writing the night away
with her self-esteem shot to the ground
the snowflakes catching your dark hair
are the perfect contrast of black and white
the way you're talking to me
keeps lighting up my night
i'm oh so tempted to kiss you
but oh so scared to get hurt
suddenly you say you miss me
and kiss me as snow falls on the dirt
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[04 Nov 2004|05:28pm] |
its so much easier to just say that i dont miss him
then to explain all the reasons why i still do..
i know that no one understands
and they shouldn't have to
its my fault he dumped me & that i fell to the ground
i just wish that he could come back around
maybe he'd even waste some time to talk to me
trembling fingers
losing grip
one more choke and i might slip
please don't let go and make me fall
you used to hold me up so tall
so what happened?
what happened to our past?
can we start this over...
try and make this last
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[24 Oct 2004|09:55pm] |
i feel like im walking on air
rememberiong what you said
i was down so low & you brought
me back up - reminding me what love was like
lets back this up and start this over
we're running around pressing our 4 leaf clovers
like we need luck anyway
everythings so unperfect
it wont matter anymore
we run run and run but it doesnt get us anywhere
and we will sleep all day cuz it doesnt matter anymore
the winds so cold - so hold me close
it won't kill you to say good night
and remind me of this tomorrow
when the perfect times not right
i want to bottle up a moment thats
just
too good to be true
i'll keep it on my shelf to remind me
of you.
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| guess whos on my mind tonight! |
[20 Sep 2004|08:37pm] |
i wouldnt have such a drinkin problem if it wasnt for you
and your lame late - night excuses
Im searching for a reason
to say I love you tonight &*
I feel as worn your sweater
& as broken as my mirror
but even though i'm crying
you assume i'm just fine ;;
you're a fucking loser.. but
I can't stop wasting my time
why does it seem i always
waste my time trying to find
that perfect storybook ending
i know it'll never happen and
i know its not for me
but there's still nothing to satisfy
my lost and broken dream
she waits by the door clutching
her books. he's got the look of fire in his eye
he comes over and takes her hand but she knows it isn't right
but she can't bring herself to break away from her own lie.
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